Re: the title of the latest self-humiliation ... well, I thought I knew you. Guess we can all be wrong about someone now and then, no matter how much we wish we had been right. I still say most of it is the DRUGS, though. And part of it is the SUITCASE PIMP. And still another part is the CHILD ABUSER from the past. There's a sweet, good girl lurking under all that crap and paint and phoney tits somewhere. I still believe that. And I still believe in you. Get some help, kid. Get a real life. Stop setting yourself up to say, "but I don't deserve one".